I want to be in the Rain

I haven't wrote in a while so I thought I would just to catch up on the times. Plus, I really need to vent tonight just a wee bit, so please pardon me. I am going through an emotional rollercoaster, not the big one, but a smaller one built into the larger one. The past few days wasn't bad, I had a really good weekend as well. My brother is getting married to Atlanta (Ashley) in 5 days, so I'm happy about that and Giz will be here before too long too. I had an awesome day yesterday, for which I am grateful, but I feel as if I'm slacking on my work a little bit. I'm doing well and all, but no one seems to care either way. I'm getting caught up in other things and not being focused on the things I should be. I just don't understand how I am feeling right now because my emotions are going from one extreme to the other and all the other emotions inbetween. I'm trying my best not to show it, or do anything drastic, because that's just not me. I wonder if anyone can tell I'm like this, or if I hide it that well as I normally do. I really just need a huge hug. Anyway, I'm sorry if you sat through this and read it, but it felt good to get it out to some..thing. Later.