Lightening crashes and Opens the door

I'm a senior. Does it feel right? Not exactly. I don't feel like a senior. I feel like I am 10 and 25 at the same freaking time, not anything in the middle. And do you know what? It feels wonderful and ridiculous. This summer will be a very interesting one I am assuming. So why does it feel like I am not ready for it yet? Who knows.


I just want to let someone know, anyone know, that I have the best people in the world as people who love me. I really think I should let them know that more often.