Rob Zombie, anyone? =)

Our love is so right, I won't waste a minute here tonight, Our love is so right, And tonight my dance is all about you.

Wow. Don't those lines just ring so amazingly true?

This past weekend I went to Furman to see Will and go to homecoming with him, which was a blast. We went to a football game, which was an interesting experience (Greek life females must die with high heels on if they stay the entire time, because Furman kids stand the whole duration of the game... Crazy Paladins *smiles*). We hung out for a while, and then got ready for the homecoming dance. He looked wonderful, and I was actually wearing something that had pink on it, but it was cute none the less. We had a lot of fun, the dance floor was very much like a club, with the strobe lights and the blasting music. I liked it, though it made me long to be in my normal attire and dancing at an actual dance club. I've always wanted to do that with Will. Grrr... But yeah, this weekend was indescribable, amazing... I don't know who could possibly understand how much I feel for him. I mean, I don't even understand it completely, I just know it's there, and it's real. I want to tell everyone, scream it from the mountain tops that I am his, that I love him more than the world.
Okay, okay, so you may or may not want to hear about that, but it's the truth, and it's what is distracting me right now. Alaskan malamutes with huge bows, children, pumpkins, pirates and crayons, spider temptresses and snake charmers.... *sigh*.... I love you.


Spring sweet rhythm dance in my head,
Slip into my lover's hands,
Kiss me won't you kiss me now,
And sleep I would inside your mouth,
Don't be us too shy,
For knowing it's no big surprise,
That I will wait for you,
I will wait for no one but you..........

Amazing

I don't want to say much, I am just in a great mood! It's homecoming tonight and I am going to the very first game at Enkas new turf. The place that is officially the new football field. Cool.


But you know what's better than that? Today has been declared the marking of the best 6 months of my life. Seriously. I was thinking about it all day, and it's true. I've never been so happy so much.

I love you. Happy Anniversary.

She asked me to Untie her, a Chase would be nice for a few

There has been so many things going on with me, that I'm just going to jump into it. Bare with me. Hehehe.

So I supposed I am now officially a senior. I have been wanting out for so very long, and now that it's coming closer to it actually happening, the days go by as weeks. I can't wait. Many older people I know say that you want out until you actually are, and then you realize how nice it was to not be in the real world, but I don't really care. I want the smack in the face of the real world, even though I don't think it's going to hit me as hard as it will some people, because I've already been there. Some would argue that, others wouldn't.

Last Monday, I helped Will pack up all of his things for college. It was a really weird feeling, seeing his belongings being put into boxes, helping him leave. It was hard for me, so I can imagine how it would be for him. Going into the unknown is a brave step. I've done it, and now he has too, just in a different kind of way. I miss him. I love him. If you will do me a favor, dear readers, I would appreciate (and I believe he would too?) If you would pray for him and this new experience. It's probably a lot to take in so quickly, and I want him to know and feel that people love and support him through all that he does. I can't wait to have that experience too. One more year and I will be. Just one. Is sounds so long, but it's not. While I was in bed last night, I was thinking about just how quickly things have happened in my life. I remember my first day of High school. And now I am very soon going to have my last. Not have to deal with childish teenagers anymore. Ah, what a thought. I am in over my head with thoughts of college, where I want to go, where I am going to get the money to go in the first place. I am also starting to get deeper into Senior Project, but I am really not too worried about that. My letter got approved, so that was nice. But I am going to learn something that I really have a passion for, so I don't think it's going to be that hard for me. And I am going to absolutely adore working with deaf children, ahhh I can't wait.

I want to go on a road trip. I want to leave around 2am, and just drive like mad with all the windows down until dawn breaks. I want to feel the cold wet air all around, and listen to music and the sound of someone breathing in the seat next to me. I want to go. Leave. What a wish.

I love you.

Nap Time?

2:11 in the morning, and my thoughts are of him

I don't have too much to write about I don't think, but I wanted to write anyway. I'm at my mom's, it's kinda weird. But it's not bad, we are having fun and stuff together.

I need to be doing my AP English junk, but I really just don't feel like it. You know, this little house I am in at the moment, it wouldn't be too bad for hanging out in the daytime in... :). I actually think it would be pretty nice. I tried to do a survey on here, took me an hour, and it wont post right, evil little thing. That was going to be most of my post. I am sitting here in the wee hours of the morning listening to Mountains Win Again and thinking about the person who I have given my heart to. How amazing this man is that I can never seem to get him off of my mind. I am so blessed to have him in my life, and have him as my love.

Thank you for being you my love.

Lightening crashes and Opens the door

I'm a senior. Does it feel right? Not exactly. I don't feel like a senior. I feel like I am 10 and 25 at the same freaking time, not anything in the middle. And do you know what? It feels wonderful and ridiculous. This summer will be a very interesting one I am assuming. So why does it feel like I am not ready for it yet? Who knows.


I just want to let someone know, anyone know, that I have the best people in the world as people who love me. I really think I should let them know that more often.

Bright Flashes and PT Cruisers

I should probably update this thingie more often.

Ah, how does thou live with such curveballs.

Prom- It was awesome, I had a blast, went with some really awesome people and an extremely handsome date. Good times, good times. We went out to eat and all that jazz, which was really nice. I thought I had never been there before (Pisgah Inn) but it turns out that I had, just not in a really long time. Nice treat. And Bill's mom can cook like nobodys business


Um. I moved too, yep. New Family, more good news. Enough said.
I got siblings! YAY! And they are the kind that someone would actually like to have, not the snotty brat nosed ones like the angsty teenage girl always get in the 80/90's movies. Yes. I also got to feel like Pretty Woman where she goes into the shop and gets treated horribly. One day I wish to back there and.... And, well I don't know yet, but something.

Speaking of "I don't know yet" Revenge will be mine!!!!! I just... Don't know yet. Hehe

Ode to the Shadows

I'm sitting here at one in the morning, of course not being able to sleep, and I all I seem to want to do is write. I'm not sure what I want to write about, not that I even have a subject, I just feel like babbling for a while.

Ya know, the weather is a unique thing. I'm sitting next to a window the 6th day of Spring, and it's snowing outside. Fun stuff. I like it though, even if I can't hear what anyone is saying over the sound of my teeth, it's all good eh?

Right now, I feel simply happy. Ever have the feeling where you are relaxed to the core, because of the simplicity of a mood? Sounds like a loony man's talk, but it's pretty much how I feel right now.

This week has been very busy, but very mild at the same time. How that happens, I haven't a clue, but I like it- whatever it is.

Yep.